Such a perfect weapon, with unintended purpose and danger within. It leads to your mind and triggers action that's often driven by impulse rather than clarity. It gives way to chaos - and your tragic demise.
If you give in to emotion.
Intentions aside, it can burn you regardless. It is where the threat of destruction is unseen and more likely dangerous. Your sorrow and grief - they derive from a place of love that is now taken from you. The unforgiving sense of resentment, anger, and loss dwells on your burdened heart. It breaks you.
You fell on your knees.
It was a choice you innocently made - until it destroyed you. And you may never come to find what led you astray. It comes after you again. As long as you stay in the dark.
The experience of this bizarre reality is daunting. The emotion is overwhelming. Unless you tame the beast.
Your rage, your ecstasy. Every tear you shed in love and in sickness. It will disarm you. Your heart will bleed until it stops beating.
Your fragile body shaking, and your mind empty.
How could this be?
It's a dark road to nowhere. And your soul is on the line.
It is a feeling, until it is an emotion.
And it is dangerous.
May 30, 2025
Are we blind? Is there a conscious choice in abandoning the urge to do what is inherently right? As the world burns, we choose to look the other way. What can you find there? Another lie, maybe delusion.
When the mirror breaks, where do you look?
You will open your eyes and see – the enemy is at the door. It wasn’t locked. You didn’t wish to believe it was going to pass. You didn’t want your world to collapse and force you to change.
Well, it did anyway.
The devil is choosing the rules to the game – when you give up the power to take it in your own hands. You obliged without knowing. You had no faith in the God that warned you against sin. He did this for love, not power.
It is the devil who seeks the control over you, and his loyalty is only conditional. In his eyes, you are a means to an end.
And everywhere you look, everywhere you go – he stands tall. On the screen of your television, on every form of media, in your church, inside your home, inside your body.
But all he’s after is your soul.
You let him close – he’s entitled for more. Most give it away. There is no rebellion, no persistent complaints against this arrogant tyranny.
This must be a joke. You treat it as such.
But all I can say is, that joke isn’t funny anymore. In fact, it never was.
If there is anything you’d be willing to fight against, it must be the enemy. The dark lord of greed and power, his insatiable desire to kill and destroy, and your choice.
What would it be?
April 30, 2025
It’s out there. In a beautiful field of flowers drowning in sunlight. In a sacred prayer to God. In selfless, almost sacrificial love. And in infinite glory of creation that was meant to be protected at all costs. It is why we fight to the end and die to live another day.
The dark illusion of a hopeless world is deliberately established for us to create that reality. That darkness gives life to fear which ultimately controls the masses and steals it power – its destiny. It is not by chance – it is a manipulated reality that seeks to fulfill its only purpose in perpetrating chaos.
We get to witness the bad news. The everlasting dilemma of the fallen world and its sinful ways. Such damning perception could only lead to hopelessness. It is heartbreaking and somewhat infuriating.
It makes you wonder – what is there to live for?
Beyond the veil of darkness is the most brilliant glimmer of light. They can’t have you see it. It is what we live for. And it is what we would die for if they chose to force it upon us. They know it well.
The good in this world is the greatest threat to evil.
It can only perish in the presence of love. They want your heart. They wish to break it. Don’t let them have it.
You must love.
And pray.
It is a fight to eternity.
March 31, 2025
The universe is founded on the premise of the greatest force known to man – love. Many would miss a vital element of this powerful phenomenon. This love is unconditional. Therefore, there must be a trigger of conditioning such love to break down its walls and manipulate its seemingly boundless nature.
Evil can certainly lead to such compromise and reinforce the unconditional love that is our universe.
It is in the hands of God who promised life – and it comes with pain. Such is the dilemma of our fragile existence. It’s a stern and unforgiving reality. It cannot be challenged, only accepted.
Magic can be brutal, can’t it?
We open our eyes to light, but darkness is also present. It’s a dance of hope and despair – every step of the way. We must make peace with such blissful agony, an arrangement we never agreed to.
Was there a chance to make it our own?
We were granted with freedom to make that choice at every instance of surviving the daunting reality of human existence. Some may regard it as free will.
Inadvertently, this happens to be a consequence of our reality – the implementation of such privilege to walk a unique path that leads to fate. It is yet another notion many choose to dismiss as it offers no solace in the game of chaos we call life.
It brings anguish trying to reason with evil and search for understanding. Why bring this upon us?
The miracle of love cannot find its way if nothing offers such despair. It’s bittersweet, and almost troubling to know there is no other way.
It breaks hearts. It destroys lives.
It’s magic.
February 28, 2025
Of the broken mind. They stay hidden in the shadow of joy and pretense. And the unspoken truth. Rejected and dismissed – thrown into ashes. Overcome with hopeless surrender and a deafening scream that reaches eternity. Dying to break through, crying silently.
How much longer?
It feels like it leads nowhere. This pain is penetrating through every semblance of your being. It is unforgiving and has no mercy for your fragile heart.
There is a touch of wickedness in all that is hidden. This hurt is wretched.
It is not acceptable – it is almost taboo. The psychological torture is a myth or a legend one must negate. The truth is twisted, and the victim is demonized. This game never ends. One must lose sanity to see it through.
One must die inside.
They desire control. They hope for your demise. They wish to break your spirit. You are at the mercy of faith. Fighting to live another day.
Your eyes open – you suddenly wish they didn’t at last.
One day you will realize – happiness is only wishful thinking and nothing more than a glimpse of dark illusion they want you to live. It’s a predominant force of manipulation that leads to disappointment.
Not many are willing to make peace with that which hurts them.
Fall over the edge, even if unwillingly.
Fear not.
January 30, 2025
Where do we go when the sun goes down? What do we feel? Is it eternal?
It is a mystery, a certain kind of intrigue permitting danger and excitement for what we can’t fathom or anticipate. It’s a hope for something we have yet to experience – a promise of peace and enlightenment. It’s the unknown, the magical.
Some call it heaven. Glittering light of paradise showing the way to God and His majesty. Eternal love where pain can’t enter and reach your fragile soul.
Or is it hell? Hopelessness and doom persevere in spite of remorse and desperate repentance. Tragic end to life of painful stagnancy and delusion.
We cannot choose.
Do you pray and submit to God for the sake of goodness and morality? Is it your conscience or will of heart that seeks righteousness?
Or is it heaven?
It is indisputable and somewhat disappointing – but you cannot conceal the true intent of your heart. And in the end – it is who you are.
No false pretenses, no deceit and reckless manipulation. Clear as day your heart is to God. He holds it close to His and never lets go.
Is it heaven or is it hell?
Walk the path of honesty and know thyself. Is it a genuine yearning for good will or is it a cruel blasphemy of shameless pretense to buy your way into heaven?
God knows all.
Tragedy befalls those hiding from themselves. It is a bizarre attempt to preserve peace and secure pleasantness. It is astonishing, almost absurd.
Seek that which stands the test of time. It won’t betray your trust. We choose to remain oblivious. But it is all we wish for. It is what we die for everyday and every hour.
It is love.
December 30, 2024
Who are you? Such a potent question. Yet nobody should be entitled to question that. Unless it is you who’s willing to take a better look at oneself. Get acquainted with all that is hidden behind a facade of normalcy that begs for social acceptance.
It’s a foolish sacrifice you don’t have to make.
Unfortunately, it’s not so apparent to the majority of the public. They’re willing to sell their truth – their hearts. That happens to be so easy, so effortless. The establishment of identity issues that had been manipulating the perception and the vulnerabilities of the public in an effort to solidify total control over the masses.
Works like a charm. Ever wonder why?
Many choose to stay in the dark. They don’t know who they are. Their identity is given to them, and they accept it.
In recent times, it has been used to tarnish this world with vulgar obscenity and unimaginable darkness.
If you belong to the demographic that identifies itself as an outcast in relation to one’s sexual orientation, race, politics, or religion, you are somehow applauded and rewarded with a more humane treatment than what is given to those unwilling to transition their children – and choosing to accept life as it was granted to them by God.
Who is Baphomet?
The devil in disguise. Fairly questionable identity. Is it a man or a woman? Or must it be an animal?
Many don’t come to realize – they’re serving the devil through sacrifice of identity.
After all, the enemy intends to destroy all that is a sacred creation of God. He’d take your name, transform your body, assign a different gender, question your sexuality, and demonize your principles.
He’d nail you to the cross if you chose to walk with Christ.
You have a free will to resist this darkness. Know thyself. You are not your identity – you are your soul.
It is freedom or death.
November 27, 2024
Her name is envy… and she kills. It is a silent poison slowly taking away the will of human spirit and breaking it in two. There follows rage, dissatisfaction, and perpetual unrest with all that is outside of one’s control. It has no remedy apart from the unconditional love and the relentless obedience to God that brought forth the object of your sick obsession.
Would you oblige?
It may take walking through fire and stepping over pride to resist this evil. This seemingly harmless shortcoming had angels fall and rebel against their God. It is rarely spoken of. This is not a prevalent issue worth discussing in our deteriorating culture of satanism and worshipping the self.
It’s almost like a dirty little secret.
Most have found themselves at the mercy of momentary weakness and let this feeling take over. There would be excuses to counter the guilt that follows – but none are valid.
You see yourself as a victim of injustice that deserves a negative response. That usually comes in the form of moral breakdown. It’s often accompanied with outrage and acts of violence. Although, there is likely to be a more subdued expression of unhappiness.
And that is envy.
Whether it be done unknowingly or in a more conscious state of mind, the pain it inflicts upon its object of jealousy is significant. It is a sin, and it only leads to destruction. It comes with a price you wouldn’t want to pay.
Your soul.
Do not bend your will to give way to corruption. What is ahead is unknown. Yet it is clear that envy would steal your peace and leave you naked in shame you can’t face.
Nevertheless, it is not a dead end. Give glory to God.
Repentance.
October 31, 2024
It is an overwhelming feeling – anger. Quiet wretched and destructive in nature. It calls for control of what we can’t influence. Danger lies in this approach as it seems to be justified by the willful wrongdoing of those we wish to make feel the remorse. This ultimately calls for vengeance – a dark shadow haunting your wounded soul.
Revenge can’t be sweet. It leads to guilt. It burns inside your subconscious like a scorching fire in an abandoned desert, shamed and forsaken. We are innately good. Therefore, the pain we cause is the pain we feel in return.
Can’t run from ourselves, can we?
Justice prevails, one must know. Whether you get to be a witness of it shouldn’t be of your concern. It is in the hands of God – the one who knows your heart. He who’ve seen you in battle, shedding tears and losing hope. He knows what is just. What is rightfully owed to you will come to pass. Walk in grace. The sun will rise again.
Choosing revenge is a path to self-destruction. You are blinded with hatred and self-loathing. The grey replaces the light. Falling in doom and infinite hopelessness.
Can anyone hear me? Is anyone out there?
It doesn’t seem to be so. It wouldn’t as long as your heart is in bondage to the devil who wants to break it. Free yourself through the grace of love and forgiveness. Take a bow to weakness and run towards hope.
Revenge is for the wicked.
September 30, 2024
Darkness derives from pain. All evil finds its first breath in the unresolved turmoil we fail to acknowledge. It leads to resentment that is agonizing in nature. It’s hidden and naturally dismissed by those we thought cared for us. This only strengthens our disbelief and rebellion against those crossing our path. Some turn against God. Others choose to act on their hatred towards humanity. In the end, what matters to society is the consequential destruction that found its origin at the depths of one’s disturbed psyche. It aggravates the issue and leads to more tragedy.
When we find joy, it transforms our reality and defeats the invisible monster behind all this misfortune. It is a simple act of choosing joy over misery. It is indeed a choice. We make it consciously. What stands in the way is our comfort with what we know best – our pain. Abandoning it feels like an ultimate betrayal. We’re deluded to think it is out of our control. Taking risks seems to be an act of foolishness. Fear of ultimate disappointment invades our fragile mind. It’s almost torturous.
Courage is required in choosing happiness. You have to accept a possibility of joy suddenly transforming into sadness and dissatisfaction with reality. Change is imminent. That’s the nature of our physical reality – it’s bittersweet, yet magical. Gratitude is a miracle that grants you a chance at life void of destruction. It expands your perception of this complex reality and sets you free. It is grace that defies logic and leads you to peace. That is joy. Knowing suffering, yet not letting it break you.
August 31, 2024
It brings about a punishing thought of obedience and authority that looms in the background of everlasting fear and paranoia. It seems as though the ground you’re walking on is steel scorching in heat. It’s the guilt we carry with us through sin. It is innately instilled in us and, therefore, holds great significance to God.
Why are we bound by the sacred conditions of morality and avoidance of sin?
It is not the judgment that God is seeking. It is His overwhelming love that sheds light on all that is meant to destroy your divinity. Sin is weaponized by the enemy to steal your life force and leave you in despair. It is meant to take your life.
When committing sin, you commit to self-destruction. The seven deadly sins are, in fact, meant to bring about your demise. It is why God is adamant in His authority to command you against sin. He warns against its malicious intent and evil ambitions.
The devil somehow convinced you of God’s judgmental and scornful nature. It is a lie of a trickster who instills deep resentment in your heart to provoke rebellion. He wants you all to himself. Do what you will. In other words, embrace sinful living. And suddenly, you’re gone. Your spirit is crushed, your will is broken.
Sin is meant for your imminent downfall. It is also God’s unwathering love that persists to keep you shielded from this agonizing end. It’s bittersweet and almost tragic. It is not God’s judgment we must avoid. It is His undying love that we must hold sacred.
Committing sin is denying God’s love.
July 31, 2024
However difficult it may be to discuss this, it’d be all the more unfortunate to dismiss this potent issue. It’s a struggle for most. The one thing we choose to dissociate from in order to avoid the deep-seated pain it had caused and the resentment that shields our ego. We escape forgiveness as we escape ourselves. We’re on the run, and it never ends. Until we can face ourselves and the innate love that brought us here.
You’re trapped between that love and the ego that is essentially a physical experience of your eternal consciousness. There’s nothing more to it. It’s temporary. It’s painful. As it should be. That ego is an illusion. It isn’t of God. It’s meant to imprison you, not free you. Your inner demons, your weaknesses – it wants to keep you in bondage with all that seeks to destroy you. You are not your ego – you are not your sin.
It is this dark illusion of an ego that denies forgiveness. It’s an enemy of love. It seeks justice for the pain it has to endure. It’s entitled to it. It’s a form of vengeance, and it inevitably leads to more pain – for those who beg forgiveness. It’s a mere tragedy.
Who wins in this game of hurt?
There is no love, no tranquility in the chaos of resentment. It’s pain you hold onto, the enemy in disguise. It’s a quite destruction, slow death of love that guards your heart. It dims the light you’re meant to shed on darkness.
Look beyond that ghostly shadow of pride and ego. Give that love. Don’t withhold it. Have faith in forgiveness. We often miss a chance to make it right. It’s deeply regretful. You have to face it. Can’t keep running from yourself.
June 30, 2024
Common knowledge dictates the notion of boundaries, thus placing distance between that which cannot be seen and what they perceive to be reality. It is a fascinating misconception of the world that operates on the premise of divine unity. The idea of oneness is perplexing when considering the physical illusion of separation of all that is visible to the naked eye. It is quiet a different story when touching upon the less obvious reality – the spirit world that is experienced and not often observed.
That dimension of reality is comprised of the energy yet to have manifested in the physical. It doesn’t possess a form, nor does it abide by the rules relegated to the laws of nature as you know it. The traditional school of thought still dismisses this aspect of collective reality as the unknown. It’s a subject of fascination, fear, sometimes insanity.
It’s critical to have awareness of complete unity that exists between the physical and the spirit world. They are inseparable. Your body can’t pursue life without a soul. And you cannot shed tears without experiencing a feeling. They coexist to maintain life the way it was designed by God. It was a gift of experiencing reality in a new light.
It is nothing short of a miracle, this life. And yet, it’s painful and full of unforeseen danger. To avoid it, you must depend on the awareness of the perpetual oneness which holds keys to navigating this world through wisdom of knowledge. The sky is not the limit after all.
Nothing goes. All that ever came to be is still present in our collective experience of life. Its influence will persist infinitely. It is not witnessed, only felt. The past lingers to find its place in our present, and it somehow becomes our future. Again, there is no separation. There is no divide. It’s a simultaneous reality which can be perceived through the lens of chaos or divine harmony. Your perception – your reality.
May 31, 2024
Those falling to their greed, despair, and delusion. In a world where weakness of character is applauded and, in this way, encouraged. Sin is a harmless mishap, and you are commanded to be accepting of it. At the end of it all, it’s the enemy fighting for your soul. He is desparate to see you on a path of sin – a path of destruction.
How does he fulfill this awful desire?
Pain. It’s a thief of peace. Some would give anything in order to be relieved of it. Avoiding it altogether seems unrealistic. But is it really? A select few would argue this notion. Who are these special individuals, and what allows for this privileged existence? Nothing in life is for free. This is certainly no exception.
What is the price?
Your soul. It’s an ugly truth. It is your life we’re speaking of. Without it, you’re death. It is just enough to convince you otherwise to lead you astray in a twisted reality of physical possessions and glory. Popular culture and Hollywood are at the forefront of establishing the fatal lie of human frailty in the face of physical death. We are diminished to flesh and blood. It’s a cowardly lie most would consider a blatant truth.
Who are these brilliant individuals?
It is all but trickery. And like the god they follow, they hold many names. I, for one, don’t care for this nonsence.
They are the devil worshippers.
Things are escalating to a threatening degree. The New World Order is upon us. They are forcefully enlightening us in the wisdom of slow self-destruction and imminent deterioration of society in the name of science, human decency, and good vibes.
It takes strength to stay on the narrow path. Weakness would tempt you to choose depravity and sinfulness. It is a loving heart that keeps you strong. It is God’s unconditional love that reminds you of it. Follow His light.
April 30, 2024
Some may see it as a questionable reality. And doubt the existence of what willed it come to pass. It’s a popular viewpoint that urges the masses to resent the absence of this knowledge and, in this way, establish antagonism towards our creator. Those questions are pertinent in finding the answers they so adamantly seek. And its simplicity may be regarded as insufficient considering the significance of this issue.
Having an innate tendency to distinguish right from wrong points to a universal understanding of our creation. It is not by chance we all share this need to treat our conscience with respect. It is no coincidence. That is our expression of gratitude and obedience to the loving God that had instilled in us this overwhelming sense of morality that persists through every moment of joy and anguish we experience.
Rebelling against this leads to darkness. You turn away from morality – you turn away from God. And commit sin. It only ends in tragedy.
Our creation was intentional, and it came to be on the premise of unconditional love. Morality serves to fulfill this purpose. It is a part of our being. It is sacred, and it is our duty to treat it as such. Presence of morality is an eternal conversation with God. It inevitably leads to His existence and intent of love that assembled this strange reality to unleash the magic that heals and burns our fragile hearts. In forgiveness and grace, we pray to survive this turmoil and find peace. It is a neverending battle of guilt and morality that leaves us astray between the gates of heaven and hell.
March 31, 2024
It’s loss beyond the grounds of sorrow and pain. It is the edge of reality that is acceptable and understood. There is void on the other side. There is a silent scream. But it wouldn’t be so without love. Its infinite, invincible presence that holds power only known to God. It is our creation, existence, and purpose.
Its loss is death itself. A part of you dies and leaves behind the absence that takes your breath away. It is infuriating. It’s sorrowful. It is the end. It seems to be so. Nothing comes close to this tragedy of loss. It’s almost fatal. Death you come back from.
And yet, it is the greatest gift. Without it, you’ll never know love. Its eternal glory. Its pain and joy. Unless, you lost it first. With loss comes gratitude and the awareness of love. How deep it goes. And it hurts. It hurts tremendously. The wound never heals. It’s futile. No time could change the way we feel for those we’ve lost. It is cruel to assume one should move past this tragedy. It is delusional. Nothing cures a broken heart.
I smile when grief comes over me. I know the love I feel when sorrow returns. It’s a bittersweet reminder of what is left behind. The love worth living for, even when it seems to be lost. We grieve in its memory, but we also love. It’s the most obscure, yet powerful expression of love. It’s accompanied with pain that governs this experience.
What is this agonizing, strange irony? It is a consolation we must accept with grace. It is an obligation to preserve our capacity to love. Don’t let the light go out. Give it life. The sun will rise again. It is promised. The love we feel will also find its way back. The chaos of pain is overwhelming. It’s almost blinding. All turns to grey. We become intoxicated with sadness and its melancholy. It’s tempting to destroy what is left to remember of this love. It is senseless and cowardly. Loss is agonizing. Destruction of its memory is unfortunate. In the end, you won’t succeed. Love is eternal.
February 29, 2024
Control is a stubborn deity. It demands submission that is difficult to resist. It feels like a kind of possession. And strangely enough, it really is. It manifests in the form of perfectionism. It’s quite vicious. Its weapon is ambiguity. It appears to have no demands. It comes with good intentions enabling you to reach excellence and stable ground. Slowly, it creates dependence on feeling high. Reaching supposed perfection is quite satisfying. It’s addictive. When normalized, it could potentially destroy you.
What is it really? This heartwrenching feeling of anguish that enslaves you to no end and without mercy. It’s just an illusion. A coldhearted, selfish dame of obscurity. It’s powerful when accepted wilfully, no questions asked. And there is no turning back without a fight. It has no end. It’s a battle, and your mind is on the defensive. It’s after your subconscious. It’s vulnerable, and it calls for protection. Guard your thoughts. Resist darkness. It’s after your soul. But first, it will take your mind and have it destroy you. It’s a slow death. You’re under influence, and your mind is a gatekeeper.
Life is a prayer. It’s sacred. It is a sweet lullaby that reaches God and sets you free. Speak your grievances. Share your heart with Him. It will hold your mind at ease, like a gentle whisper. A peaceful consolation that defeats the enemy. Darkness can’t challenge serenity. It’s a simple tale. Unfortunately, illusion leads to complexity. It weaponizes pain and misfortune to keep you searching for peace. It is within reach. Don’t be fooled. It’s a sick joke, and no one’s laughing. It’s a game of sorrow. Dismiss this agony, and hope for strength. Mind games are sinister in nature. It’s cruel and senseless. It’s a foolish trickery. Illusion is desirable. It holds your pain. And it’s here to stay.
January 31, 2024
We were made. By the creator of all that is good and sacred. This reality is being challenged by those wishing to see humanity fail and suffer through the void of confusion. It’s a deliberate strategy to isolate us further from the truth and the power it holds therein. When we surrender to this seemingly miraculous truth, we choose to walk with God and share in His infinite love. You’re granted with the immense power to survive through the horrors of life and experience the joy very few are blessed with. It’s true peace. It’s a beautiful gift. And it can be stolen. Remember who you are. It is essential.
You don’t come from weakness. You weren’t born out of darkness. You’re a child of the most powerful and loving creator. It’s a pity to witness the desperate attempts of godless society to dismiss this fact by means of trickery and confusion.
Creative invention of scientific nature always seems to gain instant trust. Many are still hoping to find legitimacy and establish trust in the theory of evolution. Others are more entertained by the assumed superiority of AI. The recent advancements of technology also prove to maintain widespread popularity and, most importantly, influence. Nevertheless, neither could outshine the longstanding fascination for the mystery of the UFO. Its findings have been preserved through many decades. In recent days, it became a central topic of discussion. Nothing seems to have provoked this level of urgency, yet we are forced to believe it is an issue that could potentially threaten the future of humanity. Once again, it’s founded in the idea that these beings are more technologically advanced and are, therefore, superior to the human race.
It’s petrifying to know that some of these theories capture attention and build unwavering trust among so many curious and hopeful individuals. They hope to find the answer to the everlasting mystery of life. It’s quite understandable. We are made to believe that everything lies within the limits of our logic and imagination. We are forced to look outside of ourselves in order to find this truth. It’s within us. It’s hidden in the bleakness of pain. Beyond that, there is light in its infinite glory. It leads to the truth. It leads to God.
December 29, 2023
It could be heaven or hell. Depending on your perception. Ignoring it altogether is fatal. Feeling is a fundamental basis of our experience. It essentially forms our reality through the subconscious calling of emotion that vaguely determines and delineates between good and bad. It’s an underlying mechanism for decision making. I may argue it’s rather ambiguous and quite subjective in nature. Having clarity on basic principles and core values could soften the burden of uncertainty. This would lead to a more assertive action along with a higher potential for meaningful impact.
Disengaging from your ability to feel is not only hurtful, but also dangerous. It allows for survival – both on a physical and a psychological level. It gets tricky when feeling is mismanaged. The state of balance is paramount in this regard.
Taking it to the extreme is also damaging. Feeling so deeply you could suffocate in the chaos of emotion that may lead you astray and leave you disarmed. It could overwhelm your senses and make you lose touch with reality. Your mind becomes fragile and blinded by the scorching sun of pain and joy you brought upon yourself. It could be wonderful, but it could also be agonizing. You could drown, but you could also choose to fly. It’s a fascinating game of emotional psychosis.
Going deep is a risk worth taking. You walk on a rainbow that seems to have no end. It’s an experience you can’t share with those around you. It can get lonely, even isolating. It brings along misunderstanding and skepticism. This feeling must be expressed. It could withstand shame and judgement. Mockery is a splendid source of entertainment. It can’t hurt you. It’s merely a distraction.
Let tears run down your face. Don’t hold them back. You’re breaking your heart. It trembles with hope for surrender. You can’t abandon it. Its suffering is yours. It’s an infinite struggle of joy and pain. It’s a world of anguish and ecstasy. Submitting to this reality would set you free. Settling for pretense is senseless. It’s a denial of life in itself. It’s cruel and foolish. It’s just a game. You can only lose.
November 30, 2023
Where there is love, there is life. It is our connection to all creation. It is our connection to God. Its absence leads to destruction and loss. Reality starts fading away into oblivion. Confusion replaces clarity and sense. It feels like void that defies logic and inspiration. It is infuriating, yet you feel empty. Life turns into existence. And it’s got no meaning. Without love, we are lost. It’s a common tragedy.
Everything we do, we do for love. And all we hope to receive in return is love. Those missing out on it are frozen in time. Their existence is muted in serene and lonely suffering. Tears aren’t bitter, laughter is insincere. Music turns to noise, and joy becomes insufferable. How do you go on? Where do you find solace?
Life is a gift of love in itself. Wasting it away is a sin. It is our moral duty to live it. It is sacred. Devaluing life lacks in faith. It’s ungodly as it is immoral.
It can be a tragic mistake. But it can be avoided. Your will to live would surrender uncertainty and fear. Love will find its way back. Your heart will be filled with hope again. You have to go on. Keep playing that melody. It is beautiful. It is full of meaning. It is deep and turbulent. And yet, it brings peace and tranquility. It can be magical. It can be a dream. Nothing is for certain. Give it a chance. Life is agony without love. Spare yourself the pain of meaningless and lonely suffering. Let it fade away.
October 31, 2023
Wolves in sheep’s clothing come in different ways, but hold a similar intent. Pretense is the name of their foolish game. It’s full of danger and trickery. Misrepresentation in pursuit of delivering harmful lies that may distort one’s reality and create a new one – the one meant to destroy their enemy and guarantee total control. You’ll face many in times of turbulence and civil unrest.
It’s no exception today. It’s war – the invisible one. The enemy comes with peace, the savior is scorned by darkness. It’s the ultimate betrayal, and play pretend could sway the gullible towards treachery. Suddenly, your friend is a foe. It cuts deep. This game of pretense and role playing could destroy lives and lead to chaos. Discernment is also full of danger when one is able to fool oneself.
Who is their enemy? And who are they? The unrest you see around you today is the one you’ll find in the beyond – in the heavenlies. It’s between God and his enemy. We must see through darkness and handle the truth as it’s manifested in reality, not delusion.
Satanism is a funny kind of evil. It’s prideful and full of conviction. Its followers are in cruel denial of their true wishes and beliefs. Most are bound to darkness they aren’t permitted to leave in fear of punishment and consequential death. But there are those who are committed to play this game. Having to abide by the laws of deception and secrecy, their true religion is masked with spiritualism. But that is no threat to them as is christianity. Their devotion to Christ may seem overwhelming. And their conviction is almost disturbing considering the true nature of their intent.
It’s a war on christianity. It’s a war on God. Those claiming to follow Christ may not always represent Him. Many would seek to dismantle his image of goodness and crown the evil with admiration and infinite glory. Your eyes can see – but can your heart feel this deception? There’s always a chance to break through this delusion. The portrayal of christianity is being corrupted and degraded for your entertainment. In Hollywood and beyond its demonic strongholds. The enemy is reckless – he will stop at nothing.
Your soul is for taking. It’s his ultimate desire. They attempt to turn you against God. They need you to despise Him. They will paint a picture tainted with lies and deception. It’s full of horror – it’s heresy. Don’t be fooled. It may cost you your life. And this life is eternal. Your heart is in the hands of God. Listen to it closely.
September 11, 2023
Fear of death is looming over our subconscious in everything we do. And it’s just a temporary instance of change. Deep and sometimes painful. It’s an inevitable transformation that awaits us all. Only, it’s veiled with mystery. Its uncertainty is threatening. It’s unpredictable and, therefore, full of danger. It intimidates our sense of security and peace which hold the key to our survival. Our will to live is shaken when nothing is certain, and all remains in disguise of futile mystery. Death is of ambiguous nature. It could give hope, yet trigger anguish that could keep you in eternal darkness.
There is nothing to lose. Only one’s control. Your will to choose peace within and follow the light that leads to the great beyond. The choice is ours. Fearing the end is lacking in faith. Life is not meant for the ending that can’t be undone. I believe in God that gives eternity to all creation. Destruction is void of holiness. It is the work of the devil, not the god I came to know. We have to choose life to stay on the path of eternity. Destroying oneself could steal your future and eternity of light that is granted to you at birth. It is the essence of your soul. Fear losing it as you fear death.
What do you really fear? It’s difficult to know at times. But it’s more difficult choosing to know. It may lead to a breaking point not many are ready to face. What you find on the other side may be all you’ve been looking for. Sometimes, fear is all that is holding you back from the life you’re meant to live. Isn’t it funny? Yet aggravating. Almost heartbreaking. You willingly let go and waste away the breath of life that was meant to change this universe, bring heaven to earth. What is death, but a strange lie void of clarity? Fearing it is losing reality. One’s sense of self. It is an atrocity you bring upon yourself. It can be stopped. Break away from this delusion and become the light God created you to be. Death is necessary. It is meant for change, not destruction.
September 7, 2023
Popular culture is a mental playground for moral destruction. It corrupts the soul and betrays your innocence. But above all else, it seeks to steal your joy. Pain is portrayed in a different light. It’s valued and taken to heart. Not genuinely, of course. It seems to be an object of fascination. We are asked to believe or at least consider that it’s the essence of our existence and the only path to enlightenment. In this way, we submit to despair.
Your joy brings you close to God. When it goes, it leaves you astray. You’re suddenly alone in a crowd of people. You are vulnerable. This is where they want you. A lost cause, easily manipulated and therefore controlled. Despair may cause you to surrender and oblige to things that ultimately lead to self-destruction. Things that are so often presented and normalized in our culture. Drugs, alcohol, prostitution, and reckless behavior are relentlessly discussed in mass media and other sources of popular culture. It’s done deliberately, yet it’s accepted as the norm in the absence of public dismay.
Somehow, it’s become a solace to those who felt alone in their suffering. Others see this as a potential excuse for causing harm and destroying lives. Taking drugs is suddenly an acceptable method for dealing with pain, but it’s also a convenient way of fitting in and finding one’s way in a morally corrupt society. Celebrity was invented for the purpose of using people to demonstrate this destructive lifestyle and make it a norm through means of glamour and sensationalism. Our lives become a reflection of this subtle, yet powerful mechanism of hypnosis that has succeeded in tormenting young souls and cutting their lives short. There is beauty in sadness. Misery is void.
July 17, 2023
Victimhood is weaponized. In recent years, it has created a social platform for mental destruction of those easily manipulated by external forces that demand submission to their dark agenda. It’s unseen and that much more effective. It’s lurking in the darkest corners of our existence, yet it’s glorified in its honorable intention to express sympathy for those who are in a vulnerable state seeking solace and, most importanly, understanding. Being misunderstood is equated to having no value, this way motivating us to find a path of coexistence with those critical of our shortcomings. It’s a fatal trap. It’s dangerous, and it takes no prisoners.
We fall victim to many things. It’s unfortunate and sometimes tragic. But surrendering to our pain could be deadly. Finding no escape from it is unbearable for many. It leads to despair. It seems there is no hope. Most would get on the path of self-destruction, others would take their life. It’s an awful reality, and it concerns everyone. In moments of weakness, there is always a danger of losing touch with reality. Indulging in victimhood cuts the ground from under your feet. You lose yourself in self-pity. It sounds cruel. I don’t care for insincerity and pretense, and I don’t care to be pleasant. I care for life. We lose millions to suicide and addiction to substances that lead to death. Faking sympathy through deadly thorns of victimhood has allowed society to send many vulnerable individuals on the path of destruction.
Shed your tears. Find solace in things that alleviate your pain. It’s inhumane to deny someone their right to live a fulfilling life void of pain and misery. Falling prey to one’s misfortunes would make this pain unbearable. It’s a form of escapism. If you’re not careful, you may escape into oblivion. It’s fascinating how close we can be to our own demise. It’s the devil’s trick. It’s sickening, and it has no bounds. Seek peace, but don’t give in to weakness. It’s unforgiving. It’s an addiction. And it kills.
June 29, 2023
We value peace. We seek resolution to find it within ourselves and beyond the limits of personal boundaries. It comes at a price not many are willing to pay. It’s quite unfortunate. There is something to lose, yet loss has permanence in all that has come into existence. With each breath that we lose, we gain another. Every tear we shed, every heartbreak. It’s a tumultuous cycle of life, but we don’t want to see the end of it. It’s strange and quiet disheartening. We can’t accept loss, we deny its significance.
How do we find peace if we demonize its painful nature? It’s inescapable. Find joy in times of grief. It’s a kind of acceptance that’s tainted with irony and a hint of delusion. Yet it stands on dignity and carries the grace of understanding which leads to peace we once lost. It’s not a miracle, and no one can avoid this path of resolution. Fear will cease to exist when we choose to surrender to darkness in search of light.
And there is a chance to find it. There is an unimaginable horror in a place we all call home. There are those who live in turmoil many of us would never know. Their pain is ours. We lose a part of ourselves when we turn a blind eye to their suffering. Am I on the verge of madness? It seems I’ve lost my mind. It’s upsetting. The way things are. Quietly hoping for peace. This sorrow is deep. It’s almost invisible. They cry in silence. There’s a hopeless echo, and a sickening void of indifference. It’s a senseless tragedy.
June 23, 2023
The world is a strange place, stranger than fiction. It’s bittersweet to know how superficial this sounds. It is a critical truth, one that holds worlds within its reach. We may not be welcome there if that truth is dismissed. There are those who were privileged to know this through seemingly peculiar and supernatural experiences. It was fated for me for reasons I may never reconcile.
There is heaven, and there is hell. Those aren’t fictional notions. It’s a reality I experienced, dimensions of a beautiful and horrid nature. It is beyond my power to give you a piece of that dream and a nightmare. Life comes to an end, and all that is meant to surrender to our awareness would make itself known.
It’s a magical existence where one gives way for eternity. It is a shockwave of light within darkness. It’s a spectrum of emotions taking you over like a heavenly bliss and an inconsolable despair. It’s the essence of being, life in its painful glory. We seek joy, but how pleasant could it be without a scorching fury that seeks to defeat us? This never ends. We can call it forever. And questioning it is futile.
June 20, 2023
It’s painfully clear there is little left to call sacred, at least in the eyes of our society. And it’s more painful to admit to its deliberate nature. But it’s necessary. The time to abandon pretense and see things for what they are is now. The silent killer, the monster under your bed has been awake for far too long. It’s not a person. And it’s not an event causing to transform our reality. It’s a religion.
Blasphemy has no bounds. It’s a way of expression in a patronizing manner mocking those who still value faith. Corrupting innocence and stealing hope from those resisting the collapse of society. It may be too late and even foolish to focus on the trivial. We lost this fight. There is nothing left to see, except for the unforgiving destruction of our values and faith. All we can do now is save our humanity. Look them in the eye. See evil and defeat its intention.
Nothing is what it seems. It’s a matter of perception. But I don’t believe in the absolute. It’s a deadly trick. Sometimes reality is standing naked in front of you and you have to accept it. That reality may be ferocious, even intimidating. Many choose to ignore it. It leads to fear and inevitable destruction. This reality has a name. It’s satanism.
June 17, 2023